Life moves on

It has been over a year and three months since James left,life moves you in directions you never expect. I am now a second year student at uni,and a womens representative. The kids are doing well, and they stay with there dad every other weekend. I can't say it dosen't hurt me to have to hand them over because it does. I never invisiaged my family life to be like that.I have to sacrifice time with them because of him. But I know it's in there best interest,they adore him and I wouldn't have it any other way.
I think I have learnt not to dwell on the past, afterall the past is the past and you cannot change it nor should you repeat it.For all those people who told me the pain would disappear and I would learn to live wthout him.They were right,I love him in a very different way now.He's living with his girlfriend and whether or not he actually knows what he's doing is questionable I hope he's happy.
The world of men has been a very new experience to me,having only dated James I've probably been very naive.But I 'm with someone at the momment and thye he makes me laugh and smile.Thats god enough for me.
Whether or not he turns out to be the one or not, I know I have two little angels who love me unconditionally, They are my driving force in everything I do.I want to create a future for them.
And as long as we.re 2gether I no everything will be ok.
I actually know who I am..